Trusting Issues..A Paranoia

Being trusted,and giving the trust to someone..

It's like you are giving a dagger that could only kill you to the hands of others..

To give trust is not an easy thing to do..

Not to mention to gain trust..

For me?

I trust no one..

Welp..

Most of them maybe about 60% to 80%..

or even less...

But they won't achieve until 100%

And will never do..

Me?

Why?

Because I'm a paranoid..

A paranoid in trusting others..

Because of certain events..

And the way I see things..

That's all..

It's hard to be able to trust someone fully..

For my case,only a few..

A FEW

That can be counted using less than 5 fingers..

Or lesser..

I'm trying to change..

To give others the chance..

But as a precaution..

I have my own ways to do things..

Even though it hurts..

So that I won't give that valuable thing to someone who doesn't deserve it..

Trust..

Trust huh?

Such irony in my life..